英文诗歌：漂泊的心

I haven't ever really found a place that I can call home 从未有一个我称之为家的地方 I never stick around quite long enough to make it 我总是没办法停留够久 I apologize that once again I'm not in love 再次抱歉我没能爱上你 But it's not as if I mind that your heart ain't exactly breaking 我并非不在乎你是否因我而心碎 It's just a thought, only a thought 其实那只是一个念头，仅仅是一个念头 If my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy 如果我的人生不属于我自己，而我也无法拥有 Well I deserve nothing more than I get 那么我并不值得期待更多 Cause nothing I have is truly mine 因为所拥有的并没有什么真正属于我 I've always thought that I would love to live by the sea 我一直以为自己想要住在海边 To travel the world alone and live more simply 独自周游世界去过更简单的生活 I have no idea what happened to that dream 我不知道这个梦想为何没能实现 Cause there's really nothing to stop me 然而并没有什么阻止我 It's just a thought, only a thought 其实那只是一个念头，仅仅是一个念头 If my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy 如果我的人生不属于我自己，而我也无法拥有 Well I deserve nothing more than I get 那么我并不值得期待更多 Cause nothing I have is truly mine 因为所拥有的并没有什么真正属于我 While my heart is a shield and I won't let it down 当我的心是面盾牌而我不愿卸下它 While I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try 当我如此害怕失败而不去试着努力 Well how can I say I'm still alive? 那怎么能说我是活着的？ But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy 如果我的人生不属于我自己，而我也无法拥有 Well I deserve nothing more than I get 那么我并不值得期待更多 Cause nothing I have is truly mine 因为所拥有的并没有什么真正属于我