I Heat U I Love U

feeling used 感觉被利用了 but I'm 但我… still missing you 依旧想着你 and I can't 我依然不能 see the end of this 相信这就是结局 just wanna feel your kiss 只想感觉你的亲吻 against my lips 弥留在唇上的气息 and now all this time 这么漫长的一段时光 is passing by 已经过去了 but I still can't seem to tell you why 但我似乎依然不能向你倾诉什么 为什么 it hurts me every time I see you 每次见到你就会阵痛的心脏 realize how much I need you 让我明白自己有多么需要你 i hate you i love you 我恨你 我爱你 i hate that i love you 我恨我 爱着你 don't want to, but i can't put 我不想沉沦 但我再无法 nobody else above you 让别人住进心里 i hate you i love you 我恨你 我爱你 i hate that i want you 我恨我 爱着你 you want her, you need her 你很爱她 你需要她 and I'll never be her 可我永远不能成为她 i miss you when i can't sleep 失眠的夜 我想着你 or right after coffee 喝完咖啡 我想着你 or right when i can't eat 吃不下饭 我想着你 i miss you in my front seat 我想念你坐在我的前座 still got sand in my sweaters 我的毛衣里还留有细沙 from nights we don't remember 在多少个日夜里被淡忘了 do you miss me like i miss you? 你是否像我想你一样也想着我 fucked around and got attached to you 抛下了一切只想待在你身旁 friends can break your heart too, and 朋友也有使你伤心的时候 i'm always tired but never of you 我沉溺于对你的思念乐此不疲却耿耿于怀 if i pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit 如果我将爱强加于你 你也不会高兴吧 i put this real out, but you wouldn't bite that shit 我将深藏在心的话告诉你 而你不会回应 i type a text but then i never mind that shit 我写了简讯 我并不在意你是否回复 i got these feelings but you never mind that shit 我知道我的这些感受 你从来不会在乎 oh oh, keep it on the low 好了 不说了 you're still in love with me but your friends don't know 你说还爱着我 只是你朋友们却不知道？ if you wanted me you would just say so 如果你真的爱我 你肯定对朋友说过 and if i were you, i would never let me go 如果我是你 我绝对不会就这样放手 i don't mean no harm 我要的很简单 i just miss you on my arm 我只是想念你靠在我的肩上 wedding bells were just alarms 婚礼的钟声刚刚轻抚过耳畔 caution tape around my heart 万念俱灰的感觉缠绕着我的心 you ever wonder what we coulda been? 你有没有想过我们本也可以步入教堂？ you said you wouldn't and you fucking did 你说过你不想永远在一起 结果你真的离我而去 lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix 一遍又一遍地欺骗着我直到失去重来的机会 now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed 现在的我也不清楚那是怎样的感受 always missing people that i shouldn't be missing 我总是思念着不该思念的人 sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance 有时候 必须斩断联系保持距离 i know that i control my thoughts, and i should stop reminiscing 我知道我必需隐藏自己的情绪 我也必需停止回忆 but i learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings 但我从父亲那学到 有这样的感受也是一件好事 when love and trust are gone 当爱与誓言 都悄然远去 i guess this is moving on 我想 这一切 也终会过去的 everyone i do right does me wrong 我认为这样就可以了 可所有人都认为我放不下 so every lonely night, i sing this song 所以每个孑然一身的夜晚，我都会将这旋律轻轻哼起 i hate you i love you 我恨你 我爱你 i hate that i love you 我恨我还是那样爱着你 don't want to, but i can't put 我不想沉沦 但我再无法 nobody else above you 让别人住进心里 i hate you i love you 我恨你 我爱你 i hate that i want you 我恨我 爱着你 you want her, you need her 你很爱她 你需要她 and i'll never be her 可我永远不能成为她 all alone i watch you watch her 我孤独地望这看着她的你 like she‘s the only girl you've ever seen 她就是你眼中的唯一 you don't care u never did 你从来就没有在乎过你伤害了谁 you don't give a damn about me 你从来都没在意过我 yeah all alone i watch you watch her 我孤独地望这看着她的你 she's the only thing you've ever seen 她就是你眼中的唯一 how is it you never notice 为什么你从来没意识到 that you are slowly killing me 是你一点一点地扼杀了我 i hate you i love you 我恨你 我爱你 i hate that i love you 我恨我 爱着你 don't want to, but i can't put 我不想沉沦 但我再无法 nobody else above you 让别人住进心里 i hate you i love you 我恨你 我爱你 i hate that i want you 我恨我 爱着你 you want her, you need her 你很爱她 你需要她 and i’ll never be her 可我永远不能成为她