Car Park ――Fenne Lily

00:33 I wonder if you saw that I was sorry for the beating of my heart 初见你时 我的心跳声曾将你悄悄唤醒 When it woke you in the car park 你可知道 我一直耿耿于怀 And maybe I should tell you 你又是否知晓 That I’ve villainised by body for too long 我一直被世尘禁锢 Would it help you find excuses to move on? 不知你是否钟意 借此走出迷雾 Like I needed more excuses to be stronger 似我般以此为力 攀上山梁 I’m no mother 我无需安抚 But I’ve done a lot 也曾翻越山脊 To prove to those I love that they are good enough 去验证生命中不可或缺之人的意义 I don’t believe in luck so I am giving up 不信仰命运 故甘心止步于此 I hope to find a reason for my fear of feelings leaving at the start 也曾疑惑 为何畏惧起点处的结束 It makes my sleeping harder 辗转难眠 I don’t know much about you 我对你知之甚少 So I’m trying not to doubt you, but in time 却想试着对你付出我所有的信任 I know you’ll let me down and that is fine 但最终 你还是让我失望 A feeling I can’t shake, it’s getting stronger 只留下这若有若无的绝望将我缠绕捆绑 I’m no mother 我无需安抚 But I’ve done a lot 也曾翻越山脊 To prove to those I love that they are good enough 去验证生命中不可或缺之人的意义 I don’t believe in luck 不信仰命运 I don’t believe in much 不信任世界 Leave it all to trust or start to give it up 或全心相信不再彷徨 或于开始之处选择结束