014 「清醒梦」乔晓萌:Separation Anxiety

014 「清醒梦」乔晓萌:Separation Anxiety

2021-09-18    07'32''

主播: 主播与诗

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介绍:
「主播与诗」由播客先声作为主理人,每期会邀请主播读诗的节目。节目每周六10点更新~ 第十四期节目,我们邀请了「清醒梦」的主播乔晓萌,她读的诗是Catherine Webb 的 Separation Anxiety  Separation Anxiety 作者:Catherine Webb   It is no use staying  as I will only have to leave.  Being attached to you  fills me with pain and an insatiable need  A reminder of what could have been,  should have been  But will never be again,  and again,  and again  Out pours grief from the core  a dependency I abhor  but crave deeply as if I truly were small.  Four again and sitting on your knee  Won't you put me out of my misery.  What kind of thirty something can I be,  whilst caught up in infantile fantasies.  Still looking for someone to mother me.  I could draw your absence with my pen,  but how can I conjure your presence just the same.  I'm fighting daemons in my sleep  a battle to the death.  It's as if life is on freeze  and I am sat waiting,  huddled and holding my breath.  The presence of your absence encases me. Catherine Webb,在儿童慈善公司 Kids Companay 担任个案经理,同时在机构 Terapia 作为儿童青少年咨询师工作;研究兴趣包括依恋、创伤、解离。 「清醒梦」,是一档由一群心理动力学咨询师发起的播客节目,我们尝试为当下中国的诸多议题,以及日常生活的方方面面提供一个精神分析的视角。 最后,如果你也是主播,喜欢读诗的话,欢迎你也能参与这个播客哦~