I hate U I love U

feeling used 　　感觉被利用了 　　but I'm 　　但我… 　　still missing you 　　依旧想着你 　　and I can't 　　我依然不能 　　see the end of this 　　相信这就是结局 　　just wanna feel your kiss 　　只想感觉你的亲吻 against my lips 弥留在唇上的气息 　　and now all this time 　　这么漫长的一段时光 is passing by 　　已经过去了 　　but I still can't seem to tell you why 　　但我似乎依然不能向你倾诉什么 为什么 　　it hurts me every time I see you 　　每次见到你就会阵痛的心脏 　　realize how much I need you 　　让我明白自己有多么需要你 　　i hate you i love you 　　我恨你 我爱你 　　i hate that i love you 　　我恨我 爱着你 　　don't want to, but i can't put 　　我不想沉沦 但我再无法 　　nobody else above you 　　让别人住进心里 　　i hate you i love you 　　我恨你 我爱你 　　i hate that i want you 　　我恨我 爱着你 　　you want her, you need her 　　你很爱她 你需要她 　　and I'll never be her 　　可我永远不能成为她 　　i miss you when i can't sleep 　　失眠的夜 我想着你 　　or right after coffee 　　喝完咖啡 我想着你 　　or right when i can't eat 　　吃不下饭 我想着你 　　i miss you in my front seat 　　我想念你坐在我的前座 　　still got sand in my sweaters 　　我的毛衣里还留有细沙 　　from nights we don't remember 　　在多少个日夜里被淡忘了 　　do you miss me like i miss you? 　　你是否像我想你一样也想着我 　　fucked around and got attached to you 　　抛下了一切只想待在你身旁 　　friends can break your heart too, and 　　朋友也有使你伤心的时候 　　i'm always tired but never of you 　　我沉溺于对你的思念乐此不疲却耿耿于怀 　　if i pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit 　　如果我将爱强加于你 你也不会高兴吧 　　i put this real out, but you wouldn't bite that shit 　　我将深藏在心的话告诉你 而你不会回应 　　i type a text but then i never mind that shit 　　我写了简讯 我并不在意你是否回复 　　i got these feelings but you never mind that shit 　　我知道我的这些感受 你从来不会在乎 　　oh oh, keep it on the low 　　好了 不说了 　　you're still in love with me but your friends don't know 　　你说还爱着我 只是你朋友们却不知道？ 　　if you wanted me you would just say so 　　如果你真的爱我 你肯定对朋友说过 　　and if i were you, i would never let me go 　　如果我是你 我绝对不会就这样放手 　　i don't mean no harm 　　我要的很简单 　　i just miss you on my arm 　　我只是想念你靠在我的肩上 　　wedding bells were just alarms 　　婚礼的钟声刚刚轻抚过耳畔 　　caution tape around my heart 　　万念俱灰的感觉缠绕着我的心 　　you ever wonder what we coulda been? 　　你有没有想过我们本也可以步入教堂？ 　　you said you wouldn't and you fucking did 　　你说过你不想永远在一起 结果你真的离我而去 　　lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix 　　一遍又一遍地欺骗着我直到失去重来的机会 　　now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed 　　现在的我也不清楚那是怎样的感受 　　always missing people that i shouldn't be missing 　　我总是思念着不该思念的人 　　sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance 　　有时候 必须斩断联系保持距离 　　i know that i control my thoughts, and i should stop reminiscing 　　我知道我必需隐藏自己的情绪 我也必需停止回忆 　　but i learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings 　　但我从父亲那学到 有这样的感受也是一件好事 　　when love and trust are gone 　　当爱与誓言 都悄然远去 　　i guess this is moving on 　　我想 这一切 也终会过去的 　　everyone i do right does me wrong 　　我认为这样就可以了 可所有人都认为我放不下 　　so every lonely night, i sing this song 　　所以每个孑然一身的夜晚，我都会将这旋律轻轻哼起 　　i hate you i love you 　　我恨你 我爱你 　　i hate that i love you 　　我恨我还是那样爱着你 　　don't want to, but i can't put 　　我不想沉沦 但我再无法 　　nobody else above you 　　让别人住进心里 　　i hate you i love you 　　我恨你 我爱你 　　i hate that i want you 　　我恨我 爱着你 　　you want her, you need her 　　你很爱她 你需要她 　　and i'll never be her 　　可我永远不能成为她 　　all alone i watch you watch her 　　我孤独地望这看着她的你 　　like she‘s the only girl you've ever seen 　　她就是你眼中的唯一 　　you don't care u never did 　　你从来就没有在乎过你伤害了谁 　　you don't give a damn about me 　　你从来都没在意过我 　　yeah all alone i watch you watch her 　　我孤独地望这看着她的你 　　she's the only thing you've ever seen 　　她就是你眼中的唯一 　　how is it you never notice 　　为什么你从来没意识到 　　that you are slowly killing me 　　是你一点一点地扼杀了我 　　i hate you i love you 　　我恨你 我爱你 　　i hate that i love you 　　我恨我 爱着你 　　don't want to, but i can't put 　　我不想沉沦 但我再无法 　　nobody else above you 　　让别人住进心里 　　i hate you i love you 　　我恨你 我爱你 　　i hate that i want you 　　我恨我 爱着你 　　you want her, you need her 　　你很爱她 你需要她 　　and i’ll never be her 　　可我永远不能成为她[1]