S09E05 Beautiful Doom

Sometimes things are simply out of your control,you can’t change them, you can’t bend them to your will, it doesn’t matter if you’re already 45 minutes late, if your hair isn’t brushed,and you haven’t fixed breakfast,and you’re hemorrhaging brain cells by the second, while you sit here, dying. Dying inside. 有时事情就是会失控，你不能改变什么，也没法按你的意愿去纠正它们，即便已经迟到45分钟了也没用，即使头发还没梳，还没搞定早餐，那时候你只能干坐着，放任脑细胞死亡，死亡，从内部死亡。 Breathe Dr.Yang,dong’t be crass, you’re skulking. Women of you generation are graceless. It’s an affront to nature,mediocre surgenons will see you and feel themselves wilting in your shadow. Do not shrink to console them, do not look for friends here, you won’t find them. None of these people have the capacity to understand you, they never will. If you’re lucky, one day when you’re old and shriveled like me, you will find a young doctor, with little regard for anything but their craft. And you’ll train them like I trained you.Until then, read a good book, you have greatness in you, Yang. Don’t disappoint 呼吸杨医生，别那么粗鲁，你在逃避责任。你们这个时代的女性都缺乏优雅，那不是尊重自然，平庸的外科医生遇到你会相形见绌。别安慰他们，别想在这里交朋友，你找不到的。没人能真正理解你，永远不会。如果你幸运，像我一样垂老之际，你会遇到一个年轻医生，潜心钻研医术。你会像我训练你一样的训练他们。到时候看些好书，你有很多优点，杨。别气馁。