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EMF，day 887~ 2019.02.11   肥胖的烦恼 Lesson A   核心报导   1. The only way that we are able to get grocery shopping done is to work together as a team because neither one of us would be able to do it by ourselves. But once we're inside, the anxiety of being in public starts to sink in because it's like going through the walk of shame. 我们完成杂货采购的唯一方 法是团队合作，我们两个人中任意一个人都无法独自完成这件事。但一旦我们进到(杂货店)里面，身处公共场所的焦虑感就开始渗入，因为就像是穿过耻辱大道一样。   2. I feel judged by the outside world Cos I'm different. They re not used to seeing somebody of my size. It's like driving down the highway and seeing a train wreck, you’re not gonna not stare at it, you’re gonna sit staring and wonder what happened. 我感觉因为我的不同而被外界指指点点。他们还不习惯看到我这种体型的人。就像沿着高速公路开车，见到一辆火车残骸，你不会视而不见，而是会做下来盯着并好奇到底发生了什么。   3. It's just embarrassing, but grocery shopping is important for us to do, so we can eat. 这非常令人难堪。但是杂货采购对我们来说很重要，这样我们才有东西吃。   4. When I start to shop I'm so hungry. Once I get home I know I'm just going to eat everything, because when I'm eating it’s almost like filling an emptiness in my body.It's like laying down and getting a good massage and when it's over,you just want more. So I can’t wait to get home and eat. 当我开始采购时我就非常饿了。我一到家就知道我要开始大块朵颐一番了，因为当我吃东西时，那感觉就像是在填补我体内的空虚。就像是躺下来，享受一次舒服按摩，当结束时，你会想要更多。所以我迫不及待回家吃东西。   5. We'll eat everything here either today or by tomorrow. And I know doing this is killing us, but we both can't stop. We're already barely functioning as it is. And it's just a matter of time before it's too late. 我们会在今天或明天就吃完这儿的所有东西。我知道这样做相当于自杀，但是我俩都无法停下来。我们身体的机能运作大不如前。死亡只不过是时间上的问题。