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Dear students of Creekwood High School,
As anyone with a half-decent data plan already knows, a recent post on this very website declared that I was gay. The delivery left something to be desired, but the message is true. I am... gay. For a long time, I was killing myself to hide that fact. I had all these reasons. It was unfair that only gay people had to come out. I was sick of change. But the truth is I was just scared. (Come on, Garrett. Let's go!)
At first I thought it was just a gay thing. But then I realized, no matter what, announcing who you are to the world is pretty terrifying. Because what if the world doesn't like you? So, I did whatever I could to keep my secret. I hurt the best, most important people. And I want them to know that I'm sorry. I am done being scared. I'm done living in a world where I don't get to be who I am. I deserve a great love story.
Disclaimer, this is about to get romantic as eff, so anyone adverse to gratuitous feelings kindly click over to the BuzzFeed quiz or resume the porn you paused to read this. (Did you even use the ladder?)
This guy that I love once wrote that he felt like he was stuck on a Ferris wheel. On top of the world one minute, at rock bottom the next. That's how I feel now. I couldn't ask for more amazing friends, a more understanding family. But it would all be so much better if I had someone to share it with.
So, Blue... I might not know your name or what you look like. But I know who you are. I know you're funny and thoughtful. That you choose your words carefully and that they're always perfect. And I know that you've been pretending for so long. It's hard to believe you can stop. I get it. Like I told you at the very beginning, I'm just like you. (- Hi, Simon. - What's up?)
So, Blue... after the play, Friday at 10:00, you know where I'll be. No pressure for you to show up, but I hope you do. Because you deserve a great love story too.
Love, Simon.
亲爱的溪林镇高中同学们，
你们任何一个网速正常的人都该知道，最近关于说我是同性恋的帖子。虽然这种做法很不让人愉快，但是说的是真的。我是同性恋。很久以来 我都想努力隐藏这一事实。我有各种理由，比如只有同性恋需要宣称自己出柜。我不想改变现状。但是真相是，我害怕。
一开始我以为我只是怕说出自己是同性恋这一事实。但我后来意识到，不论如何。向世界宣布你的属性就是很可怕。万一大家都不喜欢你怎么办？于是我尽全力保守我的秘密。我伤害了我最重要的朋友。我想让他们知道，我很抱歉。我再也不恐惧了，我不再向世界隐藏我的真实身份。我值得拥有美好的爱情。
先声明，下面是发狗粮时间。所以对此过敏的同学…请点击左上角的机智问答，或者继续看你的黄色小电影。
这个我爱的人曾经写过，他感觉自己被困在摩天轮上，前一分钟还在顶上，下一秒就到了底下。这就是我的感受。我非常感激我的朋友们…我的家人能理解我。但是如果能找到一个能和我分享这一切的人，就最好不过了。
所以，布鲁…我虽然不知道你的名字和你的长相，但是我了解你。我知道你风趣又体贴。你的遣词造句总是那么完美。我知道你一直以来都在伪装，很难卸下防备。我懂。就像我最早跟你说的，我和你一样。所以，布鲁…在表演结束后 周五晚上10点，你知道我在哪里等你。我不逼你出现 ，但是我希望你能来。因为你也值得美好的爱情。
爱你的，西蒙
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